sugar crushed, by sammy

i was going to write about being nostalgic for my childhood but i changed my mind. over the past few days i had been having intense urges to revisit aspects of my kinder years. i almost went to burger king and ordered a kids meal. i wanted to subsist on a diet of ice cream and fruity pebbles for a little while because i figured life didnt get better than being being drugged on sugar while not being able to consider or concieve anything going on outside of a 500 ft radius of myself. well now that i think about it, its kind of a naive position to take. you don't enjoy such indulgences so much if you never have to worry about them or limit them or compare them to anything outside of a mindless diet of rainbow bright video games, breakfast cereals and fruit drinks. pure sugar is flat, empty and dull. i want subtle sweetness.