whine or wine --sammygibble

what do you do when you feel like a blank? i dont mean this in a depressive way. i mean it in that you half heartedly consider what you have been doing the past couple of weeks and realize you weren't doing anything that you really wanted to do even though you had perfect capability to do it. were you waiting for the "right time" to do it or were you still "figuring out" how to do it? or is has that just been your entire life, wondering, wandering and never really realizing anything for yourself. never stopping to stop thinking so that for once and maybe for always you can just eat your surroundings, let them soak into your tongue and kiss your throat as they go down and become a part of you, at least for that moment until the next treat, regardless of how sweet or sour or rancid it tastes shows up to be devoured full heartedly by you. eat it all, the dirty streets you complain about, the "bad" weather that makes you sad, the so called assholes you work or live with, the moments you unfortunately are regretting, its not as bad as you think it tastes.